Shoud I fake passion?

have you ever wondered how u got to where u r in life? i mean did u one day years ago decided to plan your life's path and have been walking on it ever since? or did u just happen to wander from one point to another unknowingly then suddenly realised you're 10years older, doing a degree rather half-heartedly just bcoz it's a social norm to hv a degree and get a job? i think for me, it's definitely the latter... and the fact that the degree is a MEDICAL degree which basically liscences me to be responsible for the lives of others, to think that i dun really technically have the passion to even finish this degree, it scares me. how can i, this passionless uninterested person be responsible for others?

don't get me wrong, i can't imgaine myself doing anything else just because I really cannot think of anything I would be good at. I mean, I can't sing/dance/act/draw/paint/compose/play musial instrument so that means no ARTS or MUSIC for me. Neither am I a very athletic person.. I mean, I used to run a bit in school but that was way back when so doesn't really count. I hate math n everything associated with it. So really, what else is there out there for me? I'm not going to work in a cubicle in a huge office building sitting at my desk in front of my computer all day long, too sedentary for me...

whenevr I watch movies like Fame or Save The Last Dance, u know movies about going after ur dream it makes me think "what was your dream?" I nvr really had any.. I just wanted to be good at whatever I'll end up doing. But that's a given, since all those who know me will know that I will never do something I am not good at.

So where does that leave me now? I am walking, no more like wandering, through life rather aimlessly... shoud I fake passion for me to have more meaning to my existence? but I guess life wud be a lot easier if I've never stop to wonder about this.. now that I will be a doctor pretty soon, I guess I shud at least try to be a good one.. since I seem to only have a slight 'passion' to being good at everything I do.. funny how i havent concluded that I shud have a passion for medicine instead which wud have been the more noble option.. Guess I'm not a noble person then...